December 2011
You do you; I'll do me.
You’ll regret telling me to do my own thing tomorrow night, this I promise you. You will wish that I was standing next to you when the ball drops at midnight tomorrow, but I won’t be.. I’ll be partying it up with my girls having the time of my fucking life. Tomorrow starts a new year which means it starts a new me. I’m not going ot let you walk all over me anymore.....
Bring me back
To point Sebago and my perfect summertime. That’s the one thing I miss the most; the carefree living where everyone you needed to see lived five minutes away the maximum. There was hardly any drama and everything was just simply perfect. I miss carefree living and forgetting everything that had happened. Bring me back to when there was never a second guess of being together and where...
Out of the fear into the love
Such a long weird day. Taking a nice long hot shower, making myself a cup of hot chocolate, cuddling up and watching my favorite movie. Nothing better 💜
“Love is a horrible horrible thing when it goes wrong.”
– Brody Jenner
Just a simple text
That’s all I want babe just a simple text. It’s it too much to ask, is it?
Best Christmas ever
So got my iPhone and got to spend most of the day with my handsome boy and his family :) it was such a good day. He loved his present but still won’t give me mine which bothers me but itll be worth the wait I think. The best part of the night was easily cuddling up by the fire watching movies with my boy 😄💙
He made this Christmas amazing and I love him for that!
Christmas
It always has to be a fucking complication in this household..
It started off so nice, opening presents, getting almost everything I wanted. I was happy and satisfied. Then my dad walked back up the stairs with four boxes saying “Santa forgot we don’t go downstairs anymore”
I rip open the paper and it’s a tissue box.. I rip open the tissue box and it’s my iPhone...
Good night.
Watched Christmas movies with mommy.
Now laying in bed, watching The Santa Clause and having my boy tell me there’s no way he’d think a girl is better than me.. Yaaay :)
Merry Christmas Everyone
Since you have read this, you will be told good...
deepbluemermaid:
eff you
Seeing you tonight sitting at on the couch with your oxygen in.. I’ve seen that a thousand times before, but tonight was so much harder for me tonight and I don’t really know why. I think it might be because I finally came to terms with not knowing how much longer you have. COPD is hard to cure.. I don’t even know if there is a cure for it.. It just sucks now more than ever. We...
