January 2011
i'm too strong to be back in your arms.
oldnavy bright and early this morning 8-12.. i didn’t mind it went by faster than normal and i only had to deal with customers for like an hour and i was in the fitting room so it was completely fine. but i did what i usually do when i’m there, listen to every song and try relate the lyrics to my life without even trying. it was a really good play list today when we didn’t have...
the worst feeling
is when i look at my parents and tell them my coach wants me to go to the doctors for my calf and they ask me what’s wrong. i don’t know what’s wrong, i’ve been out since novemeber and nothings gotten better. i’ve been jump roping and doing the eliptical, i have yet to run a full workout or run over 10 minutes in over 3 months. but nothings wrong. of course nothings...
mrs. powers
thank you for not letting me be able to go to the library tomorrow just because semester 2 is now starting. there’s no reason for me to have to go to my study room. thanks to you i have to stay up later than jersey shore just to do my physics because i can’t do two things at once, especially when jersey shore is supposed to be really intense.. uggh thank you!
ask mee somethinng
“i love you”
just because
i’m a senior and i don’t have to make up these snow days doesn’t mean i want anymore snow on the ground. i hate winter, i always have hated winter. i hate the cold, hate the snow, hate EVERYTHING about winter. so all you underclassmen can stop bitching at me for being pissed about the fucking snow. it’s not something i like nor enjoy. it pisses me off. i don’t give a...
day 03; 8 fears.
1. disppointing people.
2. losing the people i love.
3. falling in love again.
4. feet.
5. heights.
6. failure.
7. being alone.
8. bridges.
yeah i wonder
..but i don’t want to know. i want to know what alll that would feel like with him, not you.
i wonder..
lst night i realized that when i’m at work, pointlessly folding clothes for 4 hours, i think a lot without even knowing i’m doing it. the songs just keep playing on the radio and my mind just wonders to october of last year… i wodner what it would be like if i never gave you you’re surprise that monday, if i never gave you that first kiss. i wonder what it would have been...
day 02; 9 loves.
1. family.
2. my bestgirls.
3. summer
4. pointsebagolake<3
5. taylor swift
6. bruins ;-*
7. late night phone conversations.
8. cuddling up watching a movie.
9. goodnight/goodbye kisses
Top 5 Lies Guys Tell.
shayvigz:
ginaxgraham:
heraldalvarez:
vodkaaparty:
My dick’s big.
I’m single.
I won’t tell anyone.
I’ll never cheat on you.
I love you.
Well Top 5 Lies Girls Tell:
I’m single.
I don’t suck dick.
I’m not like every other girl.
I’m on my period.
I’m not mad.
(via kisssmytan)
why
can’t you see that i have changed? every one else already has. and i did change. i’ll do whatever it takes to prove to you that i did. you can smoke all you want, hang out with her, and do whatever you won’t. i won’t be clingy or tell you what you can and can’t do. alll i want is you to hold me in your arms again and kiss my like nothings wrong..
meaghanx-o asked: Goooooood! Happy birthday, you deserve the best day ever<3
Anonymous asked: just remember, you're beautiful. smile!
day 01; 10 truths
1. i’m madly in love with pickles, yes pickles and french onion dip with lays chips. i really don’t know why because for the longest time i always HATED both of them. but one day at shay’s we just ate chips and dip the entire night and i was in love and now i crave it literally everyday. and one day i just kept eating pickles from a jar and i ate the whole thing. ha. now...
birthdaybirthdaybirthdaaay!
FINALLLY AN ADULLLT :D yaaaay! hahah today has honestly been the most perfect and best day i’ve had in a looong ass time! i got a text this morning that i wasn’t expecting at all and it made my daaay bright and early :) so i aced my english midterm and then probably bombed my physics one, but that didn’t matter cause i was still happy from that certain text message. theen i...
4 hours and 43 minutes
untilll i’m an adulllt :D
coach floood's
midterm is going to be the absolute death of me :(
i hate
that i cried in my best friends arms for half an hour last night, so hard that i was shaking, i hate that i feel forgootten, feel used, i hate that i called meg mccarthy crying in the middle of the night, i hate that i always get fucked over and i have no reason to, i hate that i’m losing my girls, i hate that my girls are coming down to nothing, i hate that i feel like i depend on people...
tonight
i realized how much i’m going to miss my cross country girls. we all became so close this season and i couldn’t have asked for a better way to end my senior year. they always knew how to put a smile on my face even in my hardest situations. the freshman came into our crazy team and didn’t think any of us was weird, not even amanda.. i mean come on that’s saying a lot! the...
tonight
i realized how much i’m going to miss my cross country girls. we all became so close this season and i couldn’t have asked for a better way to end my senior year. they always knew how to put a smile on my face even in my hardest situations. the freshman came into our crazy team and didn’t think any of us was weird, not even amanda.. i mean come on that’s saying a lot! the...
tonight
i realized how much i’m going to miss my cross country girls. we all became so close this season and i couldn’t have asked for a better way to end my senior year. they always knew how to put a smile on my face even in my hardest situations. the freshman came into our crazy team and didn’t think any of us was weird, not even amanda.. i mean come on that’s saying a lot! the...
tonight
i realized how much i’m going to miss my cross country girls. we all became so close this season and i couldn’t have asked for a better way to end my senior year. they always knew how to put a smile on my face even in my hardest situations. the freshman came into our crazy team and didn’t think any of us was weird, not even amanda.. i mean come on that’s saying a lot! the...
my birthday weeekend..
already started off shitty. snow day today, yeah that’s all well and good, but when you can actually see your car and when you can actually drive.. yeep. so i have work tonight, and the xc banquet hopefully.. then practice tomorrow morning, work again.. shocker, then hopefully the game with loko coco, and sunday michelle’s babyshower with the family and then i get to studddy my assss...
it's amazing
how just sitting in the back seat of the bus, looking up at the moon i start to think about everything. on the way home from our track meet today, which we lost by two sadly :(, i just sat there listening to miley cyrus, looking up at the moon and just thought. i thought about school, college, my friends, but mostly i thought about him like always. but unlike all my other posts, this one is good....
first time
in over a week that i had to get up ay 530.. nooot loving it :(
truth is
i’m chasing for something i don’t need. it may sound stupid but today in psychology we meditated and after that 10 minutes i felt so relaxed and so happy. it’s like everyone that was in the room that usually gets me aggrivated, didn’t matter to me. i’m chasing after him. a boy that can make me happy, make me smile when i need to, laugh when i want to cry. a boy that...
nick stumpf & keith dellaporta
the only two boys i know i can count on. they’re stupidly over protective of me, but they never fail to make me smile when i need to most. they aren’t afraid to call me out on my shit. yeah it hurts and we always bitch but i know they do it because they love me. yes i know corny as shit but it’s true. they’re always down to kick any one’s ass that makes me cry....
“did you call to say you’ve found someone and i’m a used-to-be? you...”
first love
i wish you knew exactly how i feel. you were my first love and things with you fucked me up soo badly. i gave you my all and look where that’s gotten me.. sitting here without you because you want nothing to do wtih me. well i’m sorry i don’t think i can do this for much longer. i need you in my life. seeing you sunday and not being able to go up to you and give you a hug...
easily not
driving to fucking old navy today just so i can work a four hour shift and get like 25 dolllars.. SCREEW THAT!